discoloured

2006-02-12T10:31:00.000+08:00

this blog is officially dead (:

maybe its time to move on.
i might return, or i might not.

we will see how.

2006-01-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

school's been great so far.
although suppppppper tiring. but yeah.
i am having hella FUN! :D
especially with my classmates!

HOHO! my class is seriously whacko!
1. blasting the mass dance song in class, and dancing to it.
2. playing baseball with oranges and a signboard! HAHAHA!
3. forming a human chi word "SPRING" on the quadrangle.
4. running/shouting the 4magicwords during pushups, when the pe teacher isnt even there!
5. having full attendence todae, till the end of lessons!

and i just realised in just 3weeks, we have had 7class outings!

yeah and odac is REALLY TOUGH.
on wed, we ran about 8km.
from cj to botanical gardens and back.
running there was perfectly alright.
with the guys forming hilarious riddles!
it was the heading back to sch part, which i died.
and it didnt help to see the word TANGLIN everywhere!

i feel unfit and weak and useless ):
i really hope i will be able to go for expeditions.

alrightos, happy chinese new year everyone! :D
although i am down with a flu and sorethroat.
ROARS!

2006-01-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

shesh, sneezing like a mad ass dude now.
for i dontknow what reason.
and the pile of undone work is making it worse.
maths, phys, chem and econs tutorials.
wow.

yeah, lectures and tutorials have started.
wrote a gp essay as a test and bloody cow, my english sucks!
and maths lecture was like WHHOOSHH!
felt as though i was in a bullet train,
where everything was going just tooo fast for me. brr.
i miss MET's maths lessons ):

odac training is madness, BUT fun.
ran around 5km on wed.
tiring but shirok, after knowing how much you ran.
yeah, but i dont think i can tahan in the long run.
so tried out for volleyball ytd.
and now i am in a dilemma.
odac or vb? pros and cons for both.

if only a miracle could happen.

ho, and we had our first pe lesson in the rain.
my class got the peteacher, everyone warned us about getting.
wow, i forsee a repeat of sec3's pe lessons.
or maybe even worse.

alrightos, looking forward to next week!
keith, mel and shi ming's birthday :D!
apity clarissa aint gona be here.

and yesh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFREN! :D
your seventeeeeeeen!
hope you had a whacking great time!
and I MISS YOU sitting beside me in class.

2006-01-10T13:16:00.000+08:00

2006, it's a new year! :D

so far, the new year has been good.
except for the fact, pimples are popping out. brrr.
and school has been great so far.
(haha! yesh, its hard to believe i am typing this)

orientation was rocking good!
dragonboating on fri was hella fun.
although i nearly fell into the river,
and kissed clarissa during the viking part.
amazing race was alright.
i think the wet weather kinda spoilt it though.

HOHO! and i love cj's mass dance! :D
finale night was the best!
headed to youthpark after finale night with the class.
sat around eating chips and laughing till late.
hehs, i like my class- 1t25.
i hope no one leaves after first3mths.
(yesh amelia, YOU! hahaha, kidding!)

i am glad i am in cj, and not anywhere else.

lessons starting tmr. shesh.
still thinking of whether i should go for vb tryouts.
or just stick to odac.
odac orientation was fun, even with the cuts and all.
walking in the drain, crawling on mud and running up a slope covered with butter/detergent/oil/mud was one great experience. a great challenge for myself.
but no, joining odac doesnt mean i am a superwoman! roars.

2005-12-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

be strong, i say.
i like that phrase a hell lot.

and yeah am in one of those moods again.
the i-cant-sleep mood.
the i-cant-stop-thinking-abt-stuff mood.
the i-need-to-crap/talkcock mood.

roars.
dumb entry, please ignore.

2005-12-19T01:45:00.000+08:00

watched kingkong todae with my church frens.
wait, i mean yestersday.
since its already gonna be 2am.
not bad a show. worth the money.

and yeah. i cant believe i was so mad earlier.
so mad i actually teared/cried? but it's all over.
sorry, amelia.

caught up with josef online.
been years since i last spoke to him.
he's going vj to teach! damnit.
yeah, and he told me the story of DUMBO.
and i pretty much like the story.

dont believe in smth not true abt yourself.

cos its not easy to find a feather,

to convince you otherwise.

i will keep that in mind :D

2005-12-17T18:25:00.000+08:00

worked on wednesday with clarissa and her sister.
earned 27 bucks but it went up in flames.
after shopping at fos with aileen and clarissa.

and we headed to chinatown ytd to get our "raw materials."
finished the "products" at clarissa's house!
and i am happie with it :D
we saved quite a bit of money, i must say.

then we stayed over for a night of majong and FRIENDS!
hehs, i like majong and FRIENDS now.
and im so proud of myself - i didnt doze off at all.
not until 8plus in the morning, when we conked off.
woke up only at 1pm and we watched bridgetjones diary!

oh, and posting is out!
CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE, here i come!
hahaha! my third choice but what i really wanted at first.
it's God's will :D

2005-12-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

okae. i had to clear my rm before i could go out todae.
mother's order. ROARS.
i only managed to clear half.
i guess i gonna be stuck at home tmr ):

class outing todae- nightwalk from lido to suntec city!
ate ben&jerrys again! YUMMY!
and we sat mr tan's car home again.
everything was exactly like two weeks ago, after our sentosa class outing.
but this time he didnt take a wrong turn :D
and i gort home just before midnight.

alright everyone, i am FINALLY contactable! :D
yesh, i FINALLY have a handphone!
rejoice.

2005-12-10T19:19:00.000+08:00

what a sick girl does at home...

1. wake up at 11am.
2. blast music like no one's business.
3. watch soccer highlights till lunchtime.
4. slack in bed watching vcds on the laptop.
5. snack on chocolate yanyan and hellopanda biscuits.

HAHA! okae, i have some sort recovered.
aint that sick anymoree.

managed to finish three movies.
PRETTYWOMAN, AMELIE, MYGIRL.
not bad movies, especially since i dug them out from some corner of the house.
hehs btw, the small thai boy in mygirl is hella cute! :D

alright, i think i need to stock up on vcds and storybooks.
and i probably might be starting back on my jogging.
but wait, i need new running shoes. roars.
and yesh, christmas cards.

saturdaes are days i spend with myself :D

2005-12-10T00:40:00.000+08:00

its 12.45am on the laptop.
was supposed to be in bed 2hrs ago, but i couldnt sleep.
i probably slept too much yesterday,
was tossing and turning about.
or maybe my mind is just too preoccupied.

decided to use my sister's laptop in the darkk.
and risk affecting my eyesight.
and getting a whacking scolding from my mother,
if she finds out that is.

feeling hella hungry.
i need someone to crap with/talk rubbish to.
but yet, i dont feel like talking to anyone.
shesh, i dont quite make sense.

2005-12-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

slept from 7pm last night till 12noon this afternoon.
a record of 17hrs of sleep!
came down with a fever, sorethroat, cough and flu.
probably due to the overeating, late nights in KL.
and getting caught in the rain on the way back.

hell, it sucks being sick.
all those medication and antibodics. YUCKS.
and my mother screaming at me every 6hrs to take my medication.

brrrrrrr.
and it doesnt help that i am in one of my not-so-good mood.
so back offfff, or i will bite.

2005-12-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

back from KL.
and no, i didn't buy anything.
i only ate and ate and ate!
but it was good,
getting away from everything for a while.

and now that i am back,
million and one stuff stuck in my head.
yeah, i hate that stupid feeling.
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

unappreciated, thats the word.

2005-10-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

my eyes hurt so badly.
i feel as though i got punched in the eye.
and my back hurts like mad.

chinese Os on mondae.
i am not prepared.
dont see how im gona better my score,
when i only studied one-tenth the amt i did in may.

oh, and i cant believe this.
i actually cried while studying the character of charlie gordon.
its just so weird, cause i didnt cry when i read the story earlier.
to think i thought aileen was weird.

"charlie gordon you got guts."

oh yeah, he does.
i admire him to some extent.
he is strong.
i wish i was strong too.

2005-09-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

todae's surprise bdae party was a BLAST!
okae, wasnt that much of a surprise.
since some teacher kinda leaked it out to mr tan.
and he caught us with our party hats on in class.

HAAHA! PARTY HATS ARE SO CUTE! :D!
i felt like a small kid, attending a mcdonalds party.
hees. and we had a huge pooh bear cake!
YUMMMY!

then it was cake fightt!
we tried to distract mr tan, but he realised it.
so he decided to arm himself with a slice of cake too!
haha, jalene tried to smash the cake in his face.
ATTEMPT FAILED.
she ended up having cake smashed on her, by mr tan.
gave chase all the way from the shed till st gabs walkway.
by then, mr tan was on the grass, with cake smeared all over.
and of course, mr tan took his revenge too.

BLAHS.
was all clean, till jalene gave me a huge big hug!
boohooo.

happy birthday mr tan! :D
who is forever twentyfive.

2005-09-18T13:07:00.000+08:00

God has answered my prayers.
thank you, God.

-

doubt i will be blogging anymore.
sister gona stay in nus hostel.
so that means no laptop for me to use.
just a old computer that cant access blogger.
damn, i am gona miss her.
BOOHOO! ):

7am mass was great todae!
okae i just had to say that.
random thought.
:D

2005-09-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

i can shoot myself for being so bloody careless.
OPEN YOUR EYES GRETCHEN!

and yes, that invigilator too!
for goodness sake invigilators,
bring a binoculars if you cant see the wall clock.
its 946am. not 945!
every damn second is crucial, what more 60secs!
especially when you just spotted a careless mistake!

roars.

oh well, LET IT GO. as, m.e.t says it.
): its down to paper two.

don't give up.
remember, i will be there for you.
always.

2005-08-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

these days, i just sit in my little corner.
surrounded by books.
somehow, i feel intimidated by them.
they all seem superior to me.
beyond me.

i am tired. mentally and physically.

i have fallen down too many times.
and everytime i tired to pick myself up,
i get hit by another obstacle.
somehow, each obstacle seems harder to get about.

almost three weeks has passed.
but that feeling of utter disappointment still lingers in me.
letting the word FAILURE sink within you,
as you watch the rest of the world jump in joy.
thats the worst feeling ever.

i am scared. everything seem so uncertain these days.
i cant afford to fall anymore.
not at this time. please.

2005-08-09T17:48:00.000+08:00

i admit defeat.
crawled into bed once i reached home.
slept for a solid three hours.
and it sure was a power nap.
cos i was awake till 3am this morning.

somehow i work better at night than at day.
finished my character analysis for THE BOSS.
i am so proud of myself :D

literature is a very interesting subject.
hours of hard work; 40 mins of non-stop writing.
and from there, its either a rocking high grade.
or a rock bottom fail grade.
your fate lies in the hands of the marker.

HOHO!

and its great mugging through the night.
knowing the person at the other end,
is going through exactly the same thing.
and having someone to perk you up,
when your eyelids get heavy.
:D!

thursday is THE DAY man.
shesh. i am scared.
i hope i will be jumping for joy.
i hope you will be jumping for joy too.

ROARS. i am way behind schedule.
why am i such a slow worker?

2005-08-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

thai-style dinner todae.
ROCKING GOOD!
tomyam soup with thai chicken.
to top it off, coconut juice for dessert!
YUMMY!

my mother can really cook :D

and i have developed a love for coconut juice.

2005-08-05T15:35:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i actually survived this week.
killer week- eight tests in five days.
a new record made.

i feel drained. my eyebags are showing.
i need my daily dosage of tea/coffee.
and the tehping from the nearby coffeeshop is good.
kept me awake till 2plus that night.

but somehow i like the way things are now.
even if life just revolved around sch and studies.
because it is only at these tough moments,
you appreciate the small things in life,
especially the friends around you.

so thanks to those who made my week.
even if it was just
A HUGE WIDE SMILE, A TESTIMONIAL,
A CARD PERSONALLY SENT TO MY MAIL,
A BAR OF CHOCOLATE, or even just
HELPING ME BUY BURGERKING.

thanks! :D

oh btw, i edited and deleted some entries.
cos i realised i was really dumb then.

alrights, time for some hardcore mugging!

2005-07-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

damnit. i am sick sick sick!
coughin like a lao ahpek.
i need to rest.
my system is screwing up.

i love the marigold drink advert.
it's a sunny yellow banana day.
haha! the cow dancing with the bananas on the head is damn cute!
reminds me of you man.
after you, banana of my eye.
HOHO.
always making my day, and pasting a wide grin on my face :D!

2005-07-24T13:22:00.000+08:00

i don't understand why i am clearing the shit of a dying cca.
i swear i am never gona join a dying cca in jc.
lesson learnt.

i have come to realise, the mind is a powerful tool.
once i set my mind on smth, i am gona accomplish it.
no matter how much work i have to put in.
so what if i have to study twice as hard as everyone else?
so what if i take a longer time to understand certain things?
it doesnt really matter.
i am gona show everyone, i aint that dumb afterall.

hoho, words to spur myself on.

2005-07-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

hehs, i am in a good mood :D
i think its cause of the heavy rain earlier.
i love it when it rains!
what's more, its the weekend!
finally.
and i foresee a fruitful tmr! :D
with my frens, books, and maybe some durians?
haha, or plenty durians?
damn, i am thickskin.

so, threeweeks of sch has zoomed past.
things havent been going smoothly for me.
but who cares huh?
its just me and my books for now.
nth else matters.
cos on the day i collect my Os result,
i am gona be jumping for joy.
nothing else.

and what maglow said durin lit struck me.
God gave us brains, so we hafta use it.
if not thats the greatest sin.
and so i am not gona sin.
i am gona use my brains.
no matter how small they are.
:D

hoho, self-motivation is good.
and yes, i am miss independent.
no one needed.

i am living in my own world, i know.

2005-06-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

we drive tonight, and you are by my side.

we're talking about our lives,

like we've known each other forever.

the time flies by, with the sound of your voice.

its close to paradise, with the end surely near.

and if i could only stop the car and hold onto you,

and never let go, i'll never let go

as we round the corner to your house

you turned to me and said,

"i'll be going through withdrawal of you

for this one night we have spent."

and, i want to speak these words

but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,

and accept "someday, somehow"

as the words that we'll hang from.

and i , i don't want to speak these words.

because i, i don't want to make things any worse.

and i, i don't want to speak these words.

because i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?

why don't we hit restart,

and pause it at our favorite parts.

we'll skip the goodbyes.

if i had it my way,

i'd turn the car around and runaway,

just you and i.

tiger lily-matchbookromance

2005-06-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

a pretty good dae, i must say.

had flag dae early in the morning.
we finished it quickly and then we pooled! :D
hehs, fun fun fun!
i wasnt that good, BUT i wasnt that bad too!
amazing how some weird balls could just go in.
haha yes, beginners luck! :D

and lunch was nicee too! yummy yummmy.
stoopid julie and nicole kept laughin at my slowness.
ROARS!

and shuwen is very retarded!
talking on her handphone while playing pool.
talking on her handphone over lunch.
talking on her handphone when walking.
talking on her handphone THE WHOLE TIME!
and yes, smiling like some lovesick nutcase.
HAHA! -shakes head-

btw, my ONEWAY picture disappeared!
and i am just too lazy to figure out why.
so i guess i am leaving this layout as it is.

2005-06-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

it seems like whenever i have an urge to blog,
the urge somehow disappears when i reach blogger.
ROARS!

oh well, had a great weekend!
went for the youth rally thing on saturdae.
was hella goood! love the songs and the homily.
and yes, i finally saw my dustbin after three weeks!

then sundae was my confirmation! :D
hehs, thanks to all those who specially came down.
aileen, pets, clarissa, majella ! :D
thanks for the flowers and chocolates.
and yes, special thanks to aileen for abandoning her fathers dae celebration for me!

but ultimately, NATASHIA was my hero of the dae!
she came to my resuce! HAAHAAHA! :D

2005-06-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

SWEETEST GIRL OF THE DAY:
miss aileen seah :D!

okies it all started with this morning downpour.
and as usual i din bring an umbrella.
so i ended up stuck at the sch busstop.
waited, in hope some kind soul would fetch me up the hill.
then i saw charmaine in her car.
and her shocked look upon seeing me.
she wanted to reverse and fetch me.
but miss jalene's car was right behind.
so she told aileen i was stuck at the busstop.
and that girl took an umbrella, braved the rain,
and went down the hill to fetch me!
however, i met miss lim, another kind soul,
who shared her umbrella with me.

oh well, but isnt aileeen sweettt? HAHA!
shes gona love me like hell, for this entry.

2005-06-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

when i grow up, i am gona sponsor a child.
a MONGOLIA child!
i think they are so damn cute! :D

and no, amanda not you.

during famine concert,
me: i think mongolia children are damn cute!
amanda: there! -sticks her face in front of me, and grins widely-

2005-06-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

had a fun-filled first week! :D

mondae
did our favourite activity with pets, amelia and aileen!
SUSHI-ED! :D
great time i had!
i laughed so hard and so much.
i turned into a RED WRINKLED TOMATO. :D

wednesdae
sentosa with the volleyballers!
WHEEEHEEE!
i finally gort to touch the ball after goodness know how long.
and i gort a tan! :D
7 hours in the sun. SHIORK!

thursdae
CLASS CHALET!
headed to pasir ris with clarissa.
met bernie, sam, pris and sims at the interchange.
HAHA, no one wanted to stay over the secondnight.
cos mr tan snores like no ones business.
so 7 peeps left on the second dae.
cycled at pasir ris park. played SWING! :D
chitchat at macs at the top of our voices.
then headed to pizzahut for dinner.
and its XBOX! hehs, loved it!
played till my fingers hurt.
and then we watched chased and kungfu hustle.
major commotion when the lizard appeared. HAHA.
and we watched mr tan play incredibles on xbox.
hahaha, hilarious!
and the sleeping bit was damn funnie.
with aileen snoring louder than mr tan.
amelia takin up the most space.
and me the angry sleeper. HOHO.

fridae
I AM A HAPPIE GIRL.

saturdae
30hr famine camp!
great experience i must say.
drinking plain water and sugary drinks.
spent my time crapping with amanda ang.
giving names to people and spotting lookalikes!
i spotted a mariapang lookalike! :D
and there was a natho lookalike.
and what, HAYMAN? CLEAR HEADED? haha!
stoopid amanda kept making me laugh at others.
like at that woman speaker who sounded like she was gona cry.
and pets team leader is damn hilarious!
COCK to CORK?
TONY to BOONY?

bathing part sucks though.
waited for abt an hr just to bathe! ROARS.
and i was so sleepy on the second dae.
slept durin the worship bit.
when the man was talking and talking and talking.
slept on the way to tampiness.
and the 1hr train ride back to clementi.
its so freakin embarassing! i slept with my legs open.
and amanda din bother telling me! ROARS!
thankgod mariapang lookalike wasnt standin in frnt of us.

newspaper collection was a great experience.
collecting newspaper from 4 blks. knocking on doors.
and i conclude, at 11plus in the morning, fat teenage bois are lying half naked on the sofa watching tv.

famine concert was quite good.
i like the dance bits.
that angmoh boi can realli dance! :D
and haha, we had another show goin on 2 rows in frnt! HAHA!
michelle to the rescue!

and yes, nasi lemak never tasted so good.

2005-05-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

chinese Os are over.

i have this feeling i screwed it up.
OH BLOODY HELL.

2005-05-27T14:51:00.000+08:00

this is not good.
three days to chinese Os, and i am in blogging mood!
roars! i need smth to motivate me!
lossing my focus. BLAHS.

founders dae mass todae. had thots of not turning up.
but glad i went! :D
hehs, although i woke up late.
was erm 45 mins late for duty?
but nonetheless, a great mass.
my last founders dae mass! boohoos.

oh well, I AM A HAPPIE GIRL for now!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
but i would be much happier, if i had that bag of chocolates and sweets.

damn, i am gona be so filled with rubbish these daes.

2005-05-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

just gort back from ijheartbeat.
had free ticket :D not bad i must say.
although the bballers part was super retarded!
HAHA. hilarious watching kim on stage.

somehow i am feeling a sense of regret.
after watching nicole yong on stage.
seriously, shes the ultimate!

i guess i kind regretted quitting ballet.
regretted not joining rgym with my fellow dancers.
giving it up for volleyball.
and this is where i am now- unaccomplished.
i could have learn pointe.
i could have finished grade 8.
i could have performed on stage.

damnit. i hate making decisions. especially wrong decisions.
somehow my secondary sch life is filled with wrong decisions.

nonetheless, nicoleyong will always be MY ONE AND ONLY DANCE PARTNER!
i simply love that pretty girl :D

2005-05-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

i am a grumpy old lady, pardon me.
its the result of 3 BAD days in a row.
worst still, friday the thirteen.

the negative vs the positive.
no one made my day.
i made someone's day.

i walked up the hill feeling grumpy.
i met someone while walking up the hill.

*censored* go figure.
its the last mike duty for the week.

i failed my eng compre (minus summary) by half a mark.
i onli failed my eng compre (minus summary) by half a mark.

i had to walk to st mikes in the scorching sun, to find howyip.
i need alittle bit of exercise and alittle bit of tanning.

*censored* go figure.
its the last staircase duty for the week.

i smelt stinking chlorine gas, which almost killed me.
the chlorine gas didnt kill me.

i did badly for amaths.
i passed my amaths.

i wanted to bite three people.
i didnt bite anyone.

so positive or negative?

i am a pessimist.

2005-05-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

i am back to my blogging daes.

let's see,
the weather was good todae.
that made my dae.

erm, my chem grades improved.
duh, i failed chem last year.
so shut up. cos that didnt make my dae.

-

the bitterness of life.

i wish i could be immune to all these.
but somehow i havent learn the art of it.
i hope i learn it soon, cos i might seriously start biting.

BLAHS.

2005-05-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

i should seriously consider ramming my head against the wall
or flushing it down the toilet bowl.

seriously, what a joke man.
a bloody C5 for emaths again?!

stoopid ass. face it.
you gotta work twice as hard
cos you simply have no brains.
life's unfair, so TOO BAD!

2005-05-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

MIDYEARS ARE OVER! :D

its finally over man. thank god.
went aileen's house ytd after physics paper.
bummed around, and hell i was weird.
being my usual cranky retarded self.
:D

off to town for lunch with pets, aileen, amelia and clarissa.
WHEEPEE! then jalene came along.
and coach carter! :D
hehs, WORM is so goodlooking pls.
and i realised bballers are freaking cool too!
just like ruggers and soccer players. haha.

and todae is shopping with aileen and amelia!
yes shoot me, i was late AGAIN.
and damn, i am dreamin of that zara top.
oh well, at least i bought smth todae :D
and i am officially broke.
oh bloody.

off to watch my cuteboi!

2005-05-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

finally, one paper left.
i feel so exhausted and drained.

i need my beauty sleep BADLY.
only had four hrs ytd.
mr tan told us, not to hug buddha leg last minute.
i didn't. i was practically grabbing onto it.

that explains why everyone thot the amaths paper was easy.
and i didn't. oh bloody.
geo wasnt that good either.
only started studyin after my amaths paper.
i studied tourism, but i did the qn on development.
ha, what an idiot.

BLAHBLAHBLAH.

but everything happens for a reason.
so even if i do badly for midyears, i shall just move on.
and havent i gotten used to failing?

-

even with all these bad stuff coming my way,
i thank God for the things that brighten my day.
:D

2005-05-05T14:15:00.000+08:00

killer papers todae -chem and lit.
BUT I SURVIVED! :D

lit was CRAP.
i make notes on 3 stories, outta 7.
and none came out. BLOODY HELL.
oh well, now its all up to the markers.
who are gona read my 15pgs of rubbish.

chem wasnt that bad.
afterall, nothing beats the feeling last year.
when i COMPLETELY didn't noe howta do anything.
HOHO, i just hope i din screw up the paper unknowingly.

killer papers, but it wasnt such a bad dae.
quite a good one i must say. hehs :D
i had a free honeydew! HAHA.
its the little small things that really brighten my dae.

2005-05-03T13:24:00.000+08:00

aileen has been bugging me to update.
so here goes.

my eng paper is offically the joke of the day.
was dozing off during the paper.
no idea why man. I SLEPT EARLY! roars.
only woke up after jo teo stood in frnt of me, starin at my paper.
then i realised, i wrote all my JAGUARS, as JANGUARS!

and i stoopidly read the question wrongly.
i read sunrise to sunset instead of sunset to sunrise.
so i was wondering, waddahell was the opposite of noctunal.
then DOCTUNAL popped into my head.
and i have no idea what that means or if there's such a word.
but i wrote that. and the answer is just NOCTUNAL!

roars. i feel dumb.

oh well, BUT YOU MADE MY DAE!
AND PUT A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE! :D

hehs, aileen is so gona die of curiousity!

2005-04-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

OVERDOSE OF CHINESE!

yes, if i die now, that would definitely be the cause of it.
ROARS!

spent my fridae, saturdae and sundae in amk library.
with the bookshelves, the librarians, other fellow muggers
and of cos my cheena books.

oh bloody.
i am gona burst into chinese flames soon. no joke.
i think i can puke if i see another chinese word.

chinese prelims tmr. all the best to you, you and you!

2005-04-23T10:04:00.000+08:00

i was a happie girl.

then huajia had to spoil my fridae night.
she just had to tell me THAT.
she just had to make me jealous.
she just had to take IT on my behalf.
roars!

WHY WAS I SO D U M B?!

so i went to bed grumpy and whiney.
but i decided i shant think abt it.
then, i had to see THAT.

smiled like a dumbass retard at first.
then i realised how dumb i am again.
my only chance and i ruined it!
roars!

i feel like a damn roller-coaster.
:(

2005-04-14T19:15:00.000+08:00

no more friendly match.
thats what tpy says.

some people were sad. some people were not.
i guess as the captain, i am supposed to feel sad.
but i am not.
kinda expected it anywae.
seriously, when does tpy get anything done?
what shuwen said was true indeed.
all she did for vb, was to take attendance.
and destory it with her own hands.

so todae was the last training.
felt a mixed of sadness and happiness.
i mean i do dread training, especially after the seniors left.
cos so little people turns up and everyone are just individuals.
and tpy just gives me extra problems.
so i guess i feel kinda relieved everything is over.

i cant help but feel that all my efforts went down the drain.
turning up for almost every training.
learning the basic digging, setting and spiking.
getting all those red spots and aching fingers.
going for the ball, and scratching the skin off my knees.
rolling on the floor, and having blueblacks everywhere.
all these for nothing.

but i guess i learnt the game, and thats what matter most.

and i doubt i will forget all the experiences, that made me a tougher person.

coach spiking non stop at me, to overcome my fear of spikes.
working hard to deserve a place in the sch team last yr.
proving coach wrong, by gettin my upperhand service over the net.
and embarrasing myself at the competition, by serving before the whistle.

looking on the bright side, at least i gort a chance to step onto court. wearing my number 7 jersey, representing my sch. although it was just a while, it was good enough.

without volleyball, i would neva have gotten to know melissa and shuwen! and prettygirl tricia, my other seniors and that cedar pro-player. HAHA!

no more training.
) :

-

no more green guavas.

2005-04-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

this week zoomed by like hell fast man.
let's see,

5items on mondae.
not bad i must say.
everything improved except for situps.
ROARS. i hate situps.

heh, tuesdae was hell hilarious!
seriously, only amelia lee can come up with such a GREAT idea on how to find out a person's shoe size. HAHA.
thanks girl! and i still owe you a bubbletea yea? :D

wednesdae was dustbin's bdae! :D
HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAE!
oh yea i love surprising people.
bringing joy to their dae!

and erm thursdae was a killer.
3 hours plus of amaths?! ROARS.
and i was rather grouchy and pissed off.
oh well, but some people put a smile on my face.
HEE! and mass with aileen at my church was good!

fridae was alright i guess.
nothing much happened.
oh yes! have anyone seen a green guava eatin guava without powder?! HAHA! I DID! :D

and yesterdae i did my 2.4km run!
pleased with my timing :D

kae, i have no idea why i am blogging this way.
LALALA. i feel cranky.
lack of sleep i tell you.
slept at 4am this morning!

alrights, 2 weeks to chi prelims.
3 weeks to midyear.
I AM GONA MUG MY ASS OFF!
oh yea, you can do this, gretchen!

HAHA. i told you so.
crankiness has taken over me.

2005-04-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

the funeral is over.
i must say, it was kinda grand.
grand in a weird way.

it was a 7 days funeral.
and every nite losta pple came.
the wake was always fully packed.
many priest and nuns turned up.
even the archbishop came, which was a super hella big thing.
we had so mani prayer sessions.
like 5 each nite? in different languages.
i can proudly say i noe the hail mary in teochew now, and bits of the our father.

on the funeral dae itself.
there were 6 mercs taxi fetchin us abt.
yea someone related drives a mercs cab.
and 14 priest said the funeral mass.
my uncle said the homily and it was such a sad one.
he cried at one point.

yeps. to me, the funeral was a grand one.

;

i thot i wasnt affected by my grandmother's death.
but i guess i was wrong.
i guess her death only struck me on thurs nite?
when my mother and my aunties and uncles started crying.

fridae was the worse.
durin the teochew rosary, tears just flowed.
and during the singing of "softly and tenderly".
my grandfather cried.
my aunty brokedown.
i guess everyone was affected by her death.
she was a great grandmother.
one who always worry for others and not herself.
and it was sad.
watchin my uncle who was affected by his mother's death,
havin to put on a frnt, and say the mass.

the cremation was the worse.
watching the coffin slowly enter the furnace.
i neva seen my mother cry so hard before.
she was practically chokin as she said the hail mary in teochew.
yea i cried so hard, i almost couldnt breathe.
and i had a splittin headache after that.
came home and slept frm 5pm to 7am.

went to collect my grandmother's ashes todae.
mass tmr.

and its back to sch on mondae.

2005-04-01T02:16:00.000+08:00

it is 2.17am now.
and i am sittin at the void deck, using my sista's laptop.
yeps. currently at my grandma's wake.

seriously BORED.

i wish someone would come online and tok to me.
or someone would wake up and msg me.
ROARS. everyone is asleep.

went for chem practical todae.
followed by chem test.
OVERDOSE OF CHEM i tell you.

i wonder how the various houses did at sports dae?

BLAHS.
these daes, being at the funeral isnt that bad.
i have my fathers phone to entertain me :D
LALLAA.

hell. i am not making any sense.

i wanna play taidi!

2005-03-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

was chatting happily.
then the phone had to ring.
first word that came outta my mouth -SHIT!

true enough,
my grandmother passed away.

been prayin to God to heal her.
but he didn't. instead he took her away.
i guess God must have had his reasons.
maybe its better this way.
no more suffering and pain.

i wasnt that close to her.
since there was a communication barrier.
but i guess i will always remember her.
her constant worried face.
that smtimes break into a smile.
the times i used to spend at her house when i was young.
how she would ensure i had enough food and drinks.
not forgettin the time she bathed me too.

and of cos, the smile she gave me when i said goodbye to her on cny.
although she wasnt well and was on a wheelchair,
that smile was the happiest smile i ever seen.
and i guess, it was the last smile too.

shesh. i hate funerals.
funerals make me sad.
BLAHS.

2005-03-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

sitting in front of my computer.
staring at the screen.
watching the nos. on the clock change.

its 20mins into holy saturdae.
and that feeling is back.
the same feeling i had on tuesdae.
emptiness?
unloved?
alone?

no idea why.

i hate to cry.
i hate to feel weak.
but i cant deny the face that i am weak.

ROARS.
i need to focus on my lit project.

i need a hug.

2005-03-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

finally. another long weekend.
seriously need it to rest and catch up on my work.
the march holis suck.

i feel so drained. no idea why.
i dun have mani commitments like others
yet i feel so mentally and physcially drained.

maybe i am juz WEAK.
physcially and metally.

+

been feeling rather down these daes.
but i must thank those who made my daes.

aileen, who made my mondae.
thanks for the indra picture! :D
gillian choo, who made my tuesdae.
thanks for the birthdae card and the super long letter! :D
was hella surprisedddd man!
twinnywinny, who made my wednesdae.
thanks for the cheer up kitkat! :D
and of cos CLARISSA!
for being there for me on tuesdae :D

;

ROARS.
i feel as though i am living my life for others.
doing things they wan me to do.
rather then doing things i like to do.
oh well, wad do i like to do man?
i dun even noe myself.
stoopid gretchen.

-

why are tears sticky?
why does dried up blood look so cool?

2005-03-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

had FLAGDAY again.
wasnt that bad this time.
finished 100 stickers in 2hrs?
wheeeheeee!

i love it when the small cute cute children comes and donate.
they always find it so hard to drop the coin in.
then i hafta bend super low for them.
and when i give them their stickers,
WOAH OH! the smile on their face is like whoooooossshhhh!
:D

but i hate it when i get chased away by the damn security guard!
ROARS! no one chased shuwen away. UNFAIR!
and the tissue woman kept askin me to do in the building.
RAHS. being ordered about by everyone. pffttt.

and great job, TWINNY WINNY!
heh heh. thanks to my flagdae sticker.
frm bishan all the way to bukit gomak :D
thanks natalie!

2005-03-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

just gort back from charismatic :D
went with angela. HOHO.
had stations of the cross too.
which was rather graphic.
cos they showed parts of PASSION OF CHRIST.
and man. seriously shocking.
saw so mani cc4 peeps there!

yeps. practically everydae i was in church.
its the first man!

sat,sun,mon - confi camp.
tues - sunset mass.
wed - sunset mass.
fri - charismatic.
sat - sunset mass.
sun - cat class.

heh heh.
and its the first time i feel happie headin to church.
smile smile smile! :D

okie dokes, off to bed.
still feeling kinda sick.
ROARS!

btw, good luck to AMELIA for her guitar competition tmr!
and of cos TWINNY WINNY for her heats! :D

2005-03-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

i am back frm my church camp!
and i must say it was a hella good one!
experienced the holy spirit.
had prayover sessions.
and the outpouring of gifts too.
am glad i was able to open my heart and receive the gift of tongues. :D
for the first time, i did a proper confession.
and did a public sharing! :D
woah oh oh. i duno wad made me go up.
prompting by the holy spirit?
but yeps. super great feeling.
gettin all those hugs from people.
and i praised and worship like no one business too! HAHA.
of cos, watchin someone change 360 degrees made me super happie too!

and now i am sick.
sorethroat and flu.
nose has been leakin the whole dae.
i tink i gona be down with fever or smth.
oh well, headed to library to do some work with dustbin.
couldnt concentrate, stoopid flu. RAHS.
then off for sunset mass! :D

shits.
i dun feel well enough to do flag dae tmr. BLAHS.

2005-03-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

todae is 9th of march. -nods-
okae, i just had to say that.
:D

2005-03-07T19:02:00.000+08:00

quite a bad day i must say.

first, i woke up late.
then, i realised my duty this week sucks like hell.
MORNING ASSEMBLY?! ROARS.
next, scoldin from jackie cos of the project.
and i had to run around doin vb cip.
then chi test was kinda BAD.
and on my way home frm dental,
i overslept and missed my stop!

BOOHOO.

oh well, mylookalike made my dae!
:D

2005-03-05T16:57:00.000+08:00

conked off ytd at 11plus.
fell alseep on the sofa.
with the com still on.
music still on.
lights still on.
HOHO.
onli woke up at 3am.
shows how exhausted i am.

heh heh.
cant believe mylookalike conked off too! :D

-

went mac reservoir for morning jog!
HAHA i cant spell it too.
onli 10 girls turned up.
oh well, the jog was SHIORK!
jogged 4km? 3km non stop?
thats wad the sign says.
cos it seriously din feel liek it.
maybe its due to the slopes up and down.

and the weather was SHIORK!
talked and laughed with my classmates.
BIG SHOT, SMALL SHOT.
haha, stoopid chua.

cant wait to go again!
this time i must remember to bring my fruit! :D

and the twins are so powerful!
they changed my mind abt eatin prata for breakfast.
and pearly milk! ROARS!
and i changed yvonne's mind abt eating macs fries! :D
heh heh.

2005-03-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

two big wide smiles made my dae :D

2005-03-03T16:29:00.000+08:00

i did what i feared.
i screwed up my amaths test.
i tink i gona fail.
when i say it, i mean it.

i thot i understood.
i thot i studied.
but maybe i didnt understand.
maybe i didnt study my ass off.
maybe i just dun haf a brain.

OH BLOODY HELL.
i hate it when i panic when i cant ans a qn.
everything in my mind gets distorted.
chopped into pieces.
and WHOOSH! outta my mind.

and i cant take stress for god's sake!
so stop treatin the test like the damn Os.

okae, shut up gretchen.

2005-02-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

just gort home frm sunset mass! :D
talk and laugh with dustbin.
HOHO.

GREAT DAY i must say.
with danial ashriq appearin on SPORTS ON almost the whole time.
heh heh.
totally made my day!

:D

2005-02-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

SWEEET SIXTEEEEN! :D

HOHO. now i can play pool.
and watch NC 16 movies
and have sex legally.
HAHA. jokes!

kae i was seriously not excitied at all todae.
HOHO. but my frens made me happppieee! :D

headed to town to meet them.
aileen, kim, sims, pris, jalene and nicole.
hahaha! and i saw a hilarious sight.
aileen gettin down frm the bus, clutchin her handbag, and running like an ah ma into heeren!
OH MAN! she was tryin to avoid me so she can meet kim first.
but she dinnoe i saw the whole process. HAAHA!
it cracked me up so much.

uhhuh met sunlu and adeline jen.
headed to cafe cartel. is that how u spell it?
WOAH OH. shiork being bdae girl.
you get served all the time. :D
and mr tan asked jalene to treat me to icecream!
yum yum!

then kim, aileen and i went starbucks.
the rest went to play pool.
HOHO. rhumba! :D
gossip gossip laugh laugh.
and off to meet my family for dinner.

yeps. thanks to all who wished me happie bdae!
esp my girlfren who sang me bdae song 4 times?
and singing it with joycelin so loudly at the bball court.
and also to almost everyone on the bball team.
HAHA. although i hardly knew them, they juz came up and wished me.

and to amelia lee! HAHA.
callin me at 12, to countdown.
then tokin till 3 plus?
and YES. i freaked her out last night!
talkin abt chem and lit after i dozed offf.
but stoopid girl fell asleep while testin to see whether she talks rubbish when sleepy.
bloody retarded!

thanks to my ex-classmates for that bdae card!
damn nice! :D HAHA.
the danial ashriq stickman cracked me up liek shit!

and thanks for the presents too! :D
especially MY GIRLFREN!
loved your 3 presents.
even the third one. HAHA.
juz needa wait to see whether theres any side effects.
and seriously, DAMNN SWEET! 12 roses! :D
and yeps loved the wallet!
HAHA. but the pic inside abit shocking sia.

HOHO i m happie!
but my bdae gona be over soon.
BOOHOO.

oh well, bdae celebration on mon with aileen, amelia and pets?
WHEEE! :D

2005-02-24T19:58:00.000+08:00

prefects investiture is finally over!
YAY! :D

quite a good day todae. :D
three people made my dae!

LA-DEE-DA!

2005-02-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

self awarness camp was good. to me that is.
gotta noe many of my classmates at a much deeper level.
neva realised how mentally draining sharin would be.
i had the worst headache ever in my entire life.
and my eyes were so terrible looking from all that crying.
sharing lasted for 4-5 hrs?
totally amazing.
but it was worth it.

kinda upsetting that mr tan felt that the camp has failed.
but i guess wad he said was true in a way.
not everyone felt the same way as i did.
but i am quite sure majority did.

maths lessson always make me feel so sad and guilty.
especially todae's one.
i am very sad that i have failed as a form teacher and as a maths teacher. :(
i guess we kinda dissappointed him.
sorrie, mr tan.

2005-02-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

todae was a happie dae! :D
-grins widely-

ran 12 rounds for pe.
and i wasnt tired at all!
heh heh.
morning smile.
morning boost.
HAHA.

after sch, headed to aileen's house.
watched MANHUNT!
woah oh. HOT HOT HOT.
did geo project.
ended up debating with clarissa.
HAHA but it was fun la.
then off to pets house!
stayed till 10.30!
MADNESS!
and i missed my prata treat!

oh well, am a happie girl!
la-dee-daaa.

2005-02-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

roaarrrrrrsss!

had onli 4hrs of sleep.
and i havent conked off yet.
AMAZING!

hectic weekend i swear.
hmk, tests, project, vdae gifts.
hmk's not realli done.
chi test is okae.
chem and ss are like gone case.
project is SO NOT DONE.
hafta face tat woman tmr. BLAHS.
vdae gifts are dotdotdot.
no comment on it.

kinda amazing how i had time to watch 3 tvshows.
keep the faith and shallowhal.
and of cos, SPORTS ON!

DANIEL ASHRIQ! :D
oh my goodness. eye candyy!

2005-02-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

:D

la-dee-da.
am a happie girl.

2005-02-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

happie chinese new year!

went for CHINESE cny mass todae.
BLAHS. was totally lost.
din understand was was goin on.
there was tis cute small ahmoh lookin altar server.
was wondering whether he knew wad was goin on.
HAHA. eye candy man.

headed to my grandparents house.
kinda early this year.
collected abt 200plus angbaos! :D
with some as my bdae present.
yeps. spend most of my time tryin to do some iq puzzle.
was watchin kids central.
and DA DANG! i saw daniel ashriq! :D
oh man! hes actin in this new kids central show.
sundae 9.30am!
bloody, i have church! BOOHOO!
i wanna watch!
OH YA! police and thief is backbackback!
kae dumb show i noe.
but daniel ashriq! :D

2005-02-08T17:19:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR'S EVE! : D

had mass in the morning.
followed by lion dance by the various houses.
HAHAAHA. super hilarious.
some were like drunk, others were like on drugs?
HAHA! :D
girlfren is the skinnnniest lion dancer ever.

OH YA!
we won FiRST for cny deco! :D
okae we tied with fourone.
but heck la. WE WON, WE WON!

after that was steamboat! :D
did the preparation stuff with simren.
we were tryin to gossipe while preparing.
HAHA. needed some time to ourselves.
but everyone was askin whether we needed help.
AHA. kinda funnie eh.

steamboat was GREAT!
although the power kept goin on and off.
and there was juz too much food man.

then it was the lao yu sheng?
WOAH OH OH!
messyy sia but damn fun!
had bernie's concert after that.
she played the keyboard.
and we stoood on the benches, singing at the top of our voices!

bernie: if your happie and you noe it, sayfourtworocks!"
everyone: FOURTWO ROCKS!

HAHAA!
then it was clearing up.
amazingly, it was SUPER FUN TOO!
dumping all the ice cubes into the toilet bowl with simren!
clearing the super heavy rubbish bag with zhiping and sims!
HAHA! we 3 were running like mad to the bin centre!

then we ended off with some chicken dance and frenship dance.
HAHA. we all were jus too high man. cranky.

man. i love FOURTWO 05.
:D

2005-02-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

alrites. in a freakin bad mood.
came home, tired frm class outing to sentosa.
told my mother some funnie happenings at sentosa.
and after all that, she asked me "how was steamboat?"
ROARSS!
steamboat at sentosa?! waddahell.
freakin annoyed.
i should just shut up next time. save my energy.

and i super hell cant stand the fact that i hafta do some household chores on my own.
if not, no ones gona do it. cos my father is LAZY.
BLAHS.
floor is dusty, clothes not send for washing.
and my mother tinks i should jolly well do it.
RITES.
if ur duty is to do the housework, then u jolly well do it rite.
i mean, i dun ask you to study for me huh?

and bloody. i m broke.
super broke.
owe people so much money.
and to go sentosa todae, i had to pour out my coins.
and exchange them into notes with my father.
uhhhuh. even if i say it rite to his face i am broke.
he will never offer me extra allowrance.
BLAHS.

kae i m freakin mean.
enough ranting for the day.

jan has flew by superr fast!
FEB IS HERE! superrr excitied! :D
so mani things happening!
like CNY DECO! i love my class deco man!
TOTALLY RAWKS!
i hope WE win! :D

then there was class outing to sentosa todae!
our prayers were so powerful.
it was a SUPER GOOD WEATHER. no sun and no rain.
BOOHOO. no tan for me!
played beach vb and rugby! HAHA.
i m such a gd teacher la.
all those who learnt, were relatively gd for first timers.
heh heh. :D
and rugby is just rough rough rough.
two rounds in it, and my half dangling toe nail came out.
which is good! :D
and the sentosa woman is bloody dumb! HAHA.
instead of takin a photo for us, she took herself!
OH MAN! i was crackin up like crazy.

yeps! next up is CNY MASS!
cant wait cant wait. hope everything goes smooothly!
and of cos the THING after cny mass. :D
yummy yummy!
then its CNY. kae no fun.
i doubt i can even celebrate cny tis yr, with my grandma in hospital.
BOOHOO. then its valentine's dae!
nothing on, but nonetheless its a nice sweet day. HAHA.
then SELF AWARNESS CAMP!
boi, duno wad to expect. but i hope its great!
then lalallaa. MY BDAE!
kae am not realli excitied.
but hell, its my day.

HOHO. sch's fine these days.
not bad actually. except i hate thursday.
vball days. ironical man.
i miss the trainings in sec 2 and early sec 3.
when i could be free, without any responsibilities.
and without having to live up to coach's expectations.
yesyesyes, put me down in frnt of everyone. ROARS!

o well, i love fourtwo 05.
been only a mth, and we are much more united than last yr.
yesyes, we are gona PLAY HARD, WORK HARD.
and of cos, THUMB THEM DOWN! :D

2005-01-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

third week has gone by.
wasnt realli a good week i must say.

firstly, i failed my ss test.
gort 3/13! ROARS!
same as my fellow boifren. HAHA.

secondly, thursday was terrible for some reason.
to top it off, training was SHIT!
stoopid coach is mad.
thot i said SHIT to him and gaf me whackin power spikes.
and i couldnt take any.
bloody pissed.
my digging sucks like hell.

butttt, nice thing was that we went chinatown as a class!
the food there rawks! YUMMMY! :D
and i saw this ahmoh boi.
he's super damn cute and bloody gdlooking!
hes even better than daniel ashriq! :D

and finally! a public holiday ytd!
hari raya haji! :D
aileen dragged - and i down to pasir ris park to cycle in the morning!
amelia pang-sei us. BLAHS.
and my cycling skills suck la.
rammed into a shelter thing. HAHA.
kinda scratched myself.
headed to bugis. walked around aimlessly. HAHA.
we three juz din wanna go home la.
then off to town.
we were like 3 underdressed laughin freaks in town!
TOTALLY HILARIOUS.
saw so mani ij gals in town.
simBU, pyong, sama, nic.
kim, connie, jeslynn.
elsie, sunlu, and their twoOne classmates.

kae and todae i went baq to sch to help out with cny deco.
HOHO. mani pple turned up! amazing.
and mr tan came! gort us bak kua! YUMMY!
i ate the most. HAHA. :D
mr tan is damn a funkay teacher man.
he added me on MSN! HOHO.
and he still remmebers my sista.
BLAHS. he is another one who tinks we dun look alike.

alrites. off to my cousin's hosuewarming.
then tmr am gona celebrate my father's bdae.
HOHO. exciting weekend with no time to do my work.
ROARS! bloody lazy to write my chinatown essay.
and i m damn stoopid la! left my chi bk in sch.
BLAHS. cant study for my chi test.

2005-01-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

SINGAPORE WON THE TIGERCUP! :D

ahhhhhhh! -jumps around-
my 11men has finally done me proud!
after six long yearrs.
my total devotion to them has finally paid off.
now, my family cant laugh at me for supporting them!
YAY! :D

okae. shall comment on the match first.
its was damn bloody exciting!
my heart almost stopped at some point.
and YES! INDRA YOUR THE MAN! :D
his early goal in the 5th min was WOAH OH!
he was so damn calm when he took the shot.
and such a powerful shot too!
and all of them did some weird thingy.
crawling on the floor? DAMN CUTE!!

and yes, indra gort tackled in the penalty box.
BLAHS. my heart almost break man.
seeing him gettin carried off the pitch.
but thank god he didnt need to take the penalty.
i still cant get over his missed penalty against myammar.
and yes! AGU! great penalty!
hahahaa. he did his cartwheels again.

and i must admit this.
LIONEL LEWIS, GREAT JOB!
his saves were like WOAH OH!
i can kowtow to him man.
am jus a tiny disappointed with spore's defence.
and aide iskander's red card.
SO SAD! aide was crying!

but most imptly, SINGAPORE WON!
and it definitely isnt tyco!
i have watched singapore in almost all their tournaments.
and i can proudly say THIS IS THE BEST TEAM EVER!
after fandi's generation that is.

oh oh! FANDI AHMAD is still damn freakin gd looking!
the camera zoom on him so mani times.
and WOAH. hes been my soccer idol since young!
am so glad i gort to take a photo with him last yr.
at the singapore airport.
DAMNIT! why din i take with every single player!
BLAHS.

I LOVE MY 11MEN!
every single one of them.
lionel, aide, subramani, bennett, hasrin, goh tat chuan, agu, shahril. BAIHAKKI, KHAIRUL, DICKSON, ALAM SHAH, AND INDRA!

it been worth it man.
stayin up thru the night to watch the delayed telecast.
rushin home jus to catch the live telecast.
sittin rite in frnt of tv mobile, catchin every moment.
bathing within the 15mins break.
eatin my dinner rite in frnt of the tv set.
sittin by the com, waiting for my fren to update me over msn.

YOU GUYS DID ME PROUD MAN!

kae am so dead.
havent finish studyin for chi test tmr.
hell with it. singapore won!
tmr should be a public holiday man!
BLAHS.
:D

2005-01-16T11:39:00.000+08:00

alright.
ytd was major grumpinesss.
followed by major sadness.

sorrie amelia!
about the stuff i said about your sofa?
HAHA. this sounds retarded man.
but yeps.
no one should ever tok to me when i am hell bad mood.
i would jus bust their asses off.
yea, i am so terrible.

BLAHS. and i seriously wasnt pms-ing ytd.
am wonderin wad came over me man.
mayb its the stress level.
at this rate, i doubt i can make it thru the Os in one piece.
BOOHOO.

thank you dustbin, AGAIN! :D

tiger cup finals later.
cant wait to watch man.
but kinda scared.
the whole nation is kinda expectin them to win.
since they are leadin by 2 goals.
but wad if they dun? BLAHS.

2005-01-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

some people are so damn A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G!
ROARSS!!
i wish i could flush them down the toilet bowl.
bloody insensitive creatures.

i need a happie pill.

2005-01-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

BLAHS.
went to trim my hair.
told the woman to jus trim abit.
and she went to CUT IT!
BOOHOO.
kinda short now.
i look like a small boi. /:
and photo takin is next week.
bloody.

actually it isnt that short.
butt BLAHS.
used to have this fetish for short short hair.
but now, nahhh.
thats why am so displeased.
hate haircuts. BOOOYA!

ahhh i am so slack on weekends man.
havent done anything productive todae.
talked on the phone for abt half an hr with aileen?
BLAHS.

did i mention my girlfren is pretty?
HAHA. :D
a damn random thot. but ya.
had this sudden realisation ytd durin recess.
i think its a birthday glow. HAHA.
is there such a thing?
sweet sixteen glow. (:

HAHA. and aileen said if she was a guy.
she would go after kim.
BLAHS.
go and die aileen seah.
flirting with my girlfren.
HAHA!
:D

2005-01-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

shall blog since its girlfren's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFREN! :D
your older than me now! BOOYA.
and did you like the present frm the bballers?
haha. DUH RITE? was so happiee for you can.

okaes. 2 weeks of sch has passed.
survived 3 tests! yipeee! (:
but physics test was realli a killer la.
BLAHS.

anywae, simren is damn shit funnnie!
gettin caught by joteo for bein a rickshaw puller!
anddd even worse.
gettin caught when she was flirting with me! HAHA.
with her stoopid legs of hers.

and yes thursday was madness!
chem pract followed by volleyball.
din even get to eat my lunch.
but YAY! coach said my spiking improved!
hahaha. for some mysterious reason eh. :D

and sch has been so far quite good!
been quite a happie girl in sch.
cos i jus realised its my last yr in IJ.
gona appreciate everything abt it!
like i m not gona spend another 14jan in IJ anymore!
BOOHOO. so ya.

and i swear 2005 is a damn weird year for me.

2005-01-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

ytd's soccer match was AWESOME!
am so damn proud of my 11men! (:

this is the first time i saw evey single one singing the national anthem.
and super loudly too! HAHA.
although abit out of tune. but ya.

ahhhhh! so happpppie!
they played so well ytd! (:
even though the whole stadium was supportin indonesia.
and thats abt 90 000 indonesia fans.
they managed to focus and score 3 goals!

first goal was damn nice la! in the second min.
woah oh. daniel benette!
second goal was not bad too.
by khairul amir!
he tooked so long to pop the ball into the net.
i was practically screamin.
and last goal by agu.
and ya indoneisa had one red card.
stoopid man. punched dickson for wad?!
so not worth it.

ya kinda dissapointed that the lions din score more.
i mean they should capitalise on the fact that indo is one man down.
they even let in a goal at the last min! BLAHS.
stoopid lionel lewis. wad a kill-joyer.

o well still a good match!
jus pray that they maintain their form and not get complacent.
cos indonesia can realli fight back.
base on previous matches.
sooo GO LIONS! one more leg left.
and TIGER CUP here we come!
(:

alrite. enough abt soccerr.
3 tests coming up this week.
BLAHS. havent been realli productive.
jus daydream for an hr! BOOYA.
i practically jus stone and stare at my ss notes.
and daydream.
wad an idiot i am!

2005-01-08T09:49:00.000+08:00

one week of sch has passed.
so far so good.

first day started off well.
heh heh. (:
went sch with sunlu.
and i saw sly's cousin!
uhhuh and i am still sittin beside galfren! (:
yeps. form teacher is eric tan!
hes super funniee but i feel dumb in his maths class. /:

and so far i have stuck to my resolutions.
kae most of them.
and even if i din, i am onli human.
HAHA. excuses but ya.

been QUITE a good prefect.
i stressed on the word quite.
helped prefects with the scholar's uniform thing.
did my morning dutys although its super far away.
and attended a super long GM, missin volleyball.
HOHO.

and mannnnn. tpy sucks like cowdung!
she told coach to make us do more physical.
and now my whole body is still aching.
BLAHS.
even reena said she neva saw us run so fast before.
HAHA. mayb cos we neva did run before. (:
and tpy sucks for a bigger reason.
cos she refuses to gif me my CIP points!
that howyip is gifin me.
bloody. pokin her nose into everything.
and i hate arguein with her in chinese!

and training has changed to thurs.
BLAHS. meanin netballers are training too.
that sucks in a way.
havin to run after balls before it roll to their court.
alreadi malu myself tis week. /:
but HAHA. (:
o well...

and yes practs on every fri. BOOYA.
ytd's pract was hilarious.
gekshan connected the 2 batteries together.
and it started burning.
smoke was comin out.
and there was this funnie terrible smell.
HOHO. gekshan's face was damn funnie man!
and everyone was jus gettin out of the way.
afraid it would explode. HAHA.
and i hate practs! BLAHS.
always gettin weird ans and graphs.

o ya! the police found my wallet.
the one that gort stolen in town.
but theres nth much inside.
money all gone and stuff.
but at least i gort the wallet back.

2005-01-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

singapore is in the finals! (:

HOHO.
just watched finished the delayed telecast.
woah oh. drama sia.
with all the fighting and stuff.
stoopid myammar is so damn bloody violent.
3 red cards and one gort send off even b4 he entered the pitch.
dumb.

but singapore played well! (:
they were losing at the 60th min.
but whoooosh. they bounce back! (:
heh heh.

kinda knew the results beforehand la.
had live telecast tiger cup over the msn.
HAHA.

but yessssss. indra missed the penalty!
i am so dissappointed in him can.
BLAHS. so for tonight,
nor alam shah,
your my man! (:
heh heh.

rites. backtoschool tmr.
BLAHS. /:

2005-01-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

i hate new years.
cos it means back-to-sch!
BOOHOO.

but for the first time i m not spendin it at home!
HAHA. currently at amelia's house.
i jus woke up and shes still sleepin!
yea came here at abt 9plus last nite?
hahahhah.
we both are crazy.

and she had FURLA guests at her house.
uhhuh. we played monopoly with FURLA boi.
and stoopid amelia wanna sleep.
and FURLA boi lost interest after a while.
eugenia and i ended up takin over and losin money for them.
HAHA.
after that was speeed!
we both so din wanna lose.
cos its a bad omen for the new yr.
and so AMELIA CHEATS!
haha. but we decided to end with equal cards.
so fair and square! (:

then daidee.
wasnt daidee queen. BOOHOO.
and we later decided to write newyr resolutions!
while waitin for amelia to get ready.
was bz playin with her cam. HOHO.
kkae. so we did resolution till 3plus.
and amelia conked off.
but i was super awake!
but i guess i drifted off to sleep at bout 4plus.

anywae, been havin weird dreams.
the other nite, i dreamt kim commited sucide at the mall.
before she died, she was actin super strangely.
i realised.
then next min i saw pple crowdin round.
looked down, and saw kim. blood everywhere.
kinda erm cried like hell. someone had to drag me away.
losta pple were cryin. simren too.

and last night i had a weird dream too.
a nice weird dream. HAHA! (:

2004-12-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

did my FIRST job on wednesday!
gort my 50 bucks! (:
yeps thanks to marcus.

went boat quay and did 50 surveys.
surveyed workin pple on eatin habits.
uhhuh. finished half by lunch time.
then the office crowd went back to work.
so i started callin pple.
thanks to those who helped me in the survey. (:
yeps. worked from 11am to 6.30pm.
5-6 hrs excluding lunchbreak.
heh heh. not bad a job eh.

then headed off to amelia's house.
STAYOVER! finally. (:
i kinda missed my soccer match!
onli watched the last 20 mins?
but i m so proud of my 11men! (:
they rock they rock!
and myammar is so bloody chao!
almost killing most of my 11men.
BOO TO THE REFREE for not showin a red card.
esp to that guy who TOTALLY trampled on my man.
and BOO to the myammar fans who threw plastic bottles at my 11men.
yea. a realli heated match i must say.

anywae then we went to the playground to tok.
at midnite?? HAHA.
came back and freakeddd out! hahahaa.
then we play dadi! is that how you spell it?
and i am the dadi queen! *raises my hand*
hahahaha. hilarious.
then we watched bring it on again.
kinda fell asleep. but amelia and aileen had to wake me up.
walked around the house finding food.
and da-dang! i was awake.
ate and tok somemoreee.
and ended up havin a "bed fight"? HAHA.
pig amelia refused to sleep on her own bed.
okae. so we listened to ONLY ONE and slept.
and it was 5am in the morning.

gort up only at abt 10 plus.
watch MVP! heh heh.
played scramble and yea i was off.
went for lunch. then collect my 50 bucks.
_

hmmm. wad amelia said is true.
some stuff happens for a reason.
was kinda erm confused over stuff?
glad i came to realisation. and i am happie!
thanks amelia and aileen for the sleepover! (:
and just being theree. (:
yeps. kinda swayed alittle.
but now i am clear-headed.
and it shall remain at this.

2004-12-27T18:01:00.000+08:00

i cant seem to do my reflections on 2004.
always end up erasing whatever i typed.
i guess, i just cant bring myself to say some stuff.
knowin it might affect some pple.

so to summarise 2004 quickly...
it was a bad year in every aspect.
UNDERPERFORMED in terms of studies.
failed as a prefect AGAIN.
failed as a volleyballer TO MY SURPRISE.

but i am glad i gort to know everyone in THREETWO.
especially SIMREN and AILEEN.
gettin to know KIM much better this year.
and DUSTBIN too.
being able to play in VB SOUTH ZONE.
and RUGBY INTER CLASS.
goin for OBS and SRI LANKA SS TRIP.
and the CHURCHCAMP.

but sadly, i learnt a new word this year.
COMPETITIVENESS.
and i saw the diff sides of some pple.
it gort me down, and affected me.
and all i can say is...
thanks to KIM and DUSTBIN who were there for me.

thanks to MERYL too.
for being there for me, when it concerned the OTHER MATTERS.

5 days to 2005
7 days b4 sch starts.
BOOYA.
suffering from back-to-sch depression.

thanks meryl and dustbin for curin it ytd. (:

2004-12-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

BOXING DAY! (:

kinda overslept todae.
was watchin PAY IT FORWARD ytd night.
gawd, its now my favourite show!
a damn sad show but i loved it. (:

anywae, was late for mass as usual.
this time its not my fault. heh heh.
and church was packed.
so i had to stand thru out mass AGAIN!
and mass was great. (:
i finally know how to calculate something.
which is gooodd!!
and woah oh. i saw sly's cousin again.
damn cute pls. HOHO.
but dainel ashriq is still a tiny weeny bit betta. (:

BLAHS. sufferin from going-back-to-sch depression.

2004-12-25T03:07:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

christmas eve was a rather childish one.
blew balloons with my sista.
and i finally noe how to blow one!
HAHA. yes i m damn shit slow.
hung it around the house.
so now my house look like we are celebratin children's day rather than christmas. HOHO.

heard the ice cream man.
dragged my sista down to buy.
and the ice cream man disappeared!
BLAHS. so we bought them at the nearby shop.
sat at the void deck and ate ice cream! yumyum.

came home and cleaned our room.
terribly exhausting.
then 9pm mass! (:
sucks i tell you. no one goes for that mass.

then its christmas family dinner!
and there was a short circuit.
HAHA. my dear father kinda caused it.
while tryin to fix the bbq thing thing.
o well, i love christmas dinner.
lamb, roast beef, pork ribs, salad, potato, ham.
SHIORK! plus logcake, chocolates and sparkling juice! (:
and then i watched when harry met sally.
nice show. (:

2004-12-23T21:39:00.000+08:00

back! (:
dinner with clarissa, kim and aileen.
HOHO. shirok.
but i am so damn full.
my tummy is so bigg.
i look as though i m 3 mths pregnant.
HAHA!
and i feel like puking!
seriously seriously.

anywae, went to make my ezlink card.
forgort to bring birth cert.
and that stoopid woman din allow me to make.
BOOYA!
went all the way to hougang for nth.
kept arguing with her.
in the end, i kinda showed her the face.
HOHO. took the NEL.
i love that station man!
and i met marianne w. on the train!
she was also headin to town.
the train was so damn crowded man.
we both couldnt enterr.
BLAHS.

and thanks aileen and kim for your pressies!
thank god i din break aileeen's one.
heh heh. todae is christmas eve eve! (:

2004-12-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

i am a jinx i swear.

someone stole my wallet AGAIN!
for the third time.
and this time i din leave it unattended!
it was in my bag, and i was carrying it.
walking around crowded wisma with my sista.
jus when we decided to head home.
i found my wallet missing.
knew my wallet gort stolen as usual.
true enough- my bag had a slit.

that bloody asshole piece of cowdung slit my bag!
like woahhh. neva ever thot someone would go thru so much trouble just to steal my wallet?
and as usual i was broke.
10 bucks, ez link card, church camp cross.
GONE.

i seriously tink i look like a rich kid.
or i have the words "steal my wallet" on me.
or i m just a jinx who is meant to be poor her entire life.
ill fated life i lead.

kae kinda cooled down alreadi.
after takin a 1hr bath.
and blasting music.
shall eat a chocolate to cheer me up!
oya, gort my first xmas present todae! (:
thanks!

2004-12-21T15:09:00.000+08:00

went out with aileen ytd!
she finally gort her christmas clothes.
and i din get any.
was thinkin of gettin her top.
butt the lace is serioussly disturbing.
esp wad aileen did at the changing rm.
HAHA!

now am onli left with 3 more xmas pressies to get.
and my own christmas clothes shopping.
BOOYA!
and i hate it when i regret doin smth.
which i always do. /:

4 days to christmas.
feeling oh-so-not-christmasy as usual.
i tink its just my family man.
to them, its realli nth special.
no christmas tree.
no gifts. BLAHS.

o well,
i cant wait for this thursdayy! (:
dinner with the peeps!
exchange of presents!
christmas lights at nite!
and yesyes, my christmas card + present. (:

heh heh.

2004-12-19T15:22:00.000+08:00

having a bad stomach.
i tink its the lunch.
pig organ soup plus bubble tea.
HOHO.
and i saw michelle! (:

feelin sleepy.
din realli sleep well.
kept wakin up to check the time.
BLAHS. was afraid i would oversleep.

in the end i woke up at 9am.
watched kids central!
saw dainel ashriq! (:
hes even cuter now.
heh heh. (:

uhhuh. was late for mass.
and its my fault la.
BOOYA. so had to stand thru out mass.
saw sly's cousin again! (:
he is like bo-gay now.
so poor tinggg!
he broke his 2 frnt tooth!
and he still looks so cool about it.
haha.

tmr is shoppin with aileen!
yay yay! (:
i can finally get christmas pressies.

2004-12-18T01:33:00.000+08:00

am back from camp!

second day of camp was not bad.
amazing race!
i was stationed at centrepoint.
hoho. and i made the guys go buy pads!
KOTEX STYLE SLIM. (:
and 2 grps bought the wrong ones.
hilarious i tell you.

talentime was great la.
hahhaa. the acts are all so gay-ish.
except for my grp.
orange pingpong ball!

war games was kinda screwed up.
and i was suffocatin in my jacket.
with the hood over my head in the hall.
but it was fun scarin pple. (:

third day was okae.
NO GILLIAN! boohoo. /:
but secnarios was damn fun.
gekshan, ann marie and me were the ah lians.
purple gang siaa.
and ann marie can realli get angry man!
when she shouted, gekshan and i had a shockk!
hahahaa.

anywae, i saw the bballers and netballers again.
they were training again.
aiyoh. poor thing can.
HOHO. seeing girlfren early in the morning, brightens my day! (:

2004-12-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

day started off kinda bad.
only had four hrs of sleep.
and i had to drag myself for prefects camp.
bloody early.
and sec 3 turnout was b-a-d!
thank god gillian was there man.
and yes, the sji prefects came.

hoho. the ice breakers were the best la.
WHACKO!
i love tat bit best.
heh heh. (:

other stuff were just dotdotdot.
gettin super wet, thanks to pets.
buttttttt, am glad i went to sch todae! (:
saw pple that made me smile!
one of them is girlfrennnnnn!
been ages since i saw herr! (:
hoho miss her like shit.

and kim, thanks for your xmas card!
was grinnin like shit while readin the whole chunk of words. (:
hoho.

and damn. i am still affected by it.
booya.

yeps and yesyes! singapore won cambodia!
thank god the prefect camp ended at 5.30.
was beggin pets to let me leave early.
cos there was the live telecast at 6pm!
and i love tvmobile!
because of it, i could watch like almost the whole match!
onli missed the bits when i changed bus.
and was walkin home.
yea, i was practically running home can.
and i saw skaterboi.
booya.

finished my soccer match at home.
and woah am i proud of my men!
they played so well!
a pity indra gort a yellowcard!

went for confession after that.
damn crowded man.
and i saw sly's cousin!
so cute i swear.

to summarise todae.
i saw losta people tat brought a smile on my face!
(:

2004-12-14T14:12:00.000+08:00

okie dokes.
webcaming with gillian now!
hahhaahaa.

shall give my thots on ytd's soccer match.
it was a damn exciting match!!
just 20 mins into the game, and i almost died of heartattack.
although singapore was leading, but noeing them.
complacent is the word.
sooooo, i cheated.
went to check the results on the net.
hahahaaa. was soooo relieved tat the score was 6-2!!
but after tat, the match din seem tat exciting anymore.
damn.

anywae, the match was just filled with goals la.
an own goal by laos!
dumbest own goal in soccer history i swear.
and two penalty kicks.
hoho. i tink if i hadnt check the results,
i would have died of heartattack seriously.

o well, i must say singapore din do veri well.
although they won.
performed much beta against indonesia.
just pray they win cambodia next.
and semi finals here we come!!

hahhaa. yes its WE.
they are my men man. (:
liek seriously all the new faces i see.
most of them look damn good on the field.
hahahaa. bloody cool.
especially indra!!
scoring 2 goals ytd. (:
but still the same words.
cut your hair indra!!
and hahhahaa.
i think his red jersery shorts is kinda small.

2004-12-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

i wanna go out.
gillian wants to go out.
soooooooooooo,
shes gona take a plane all the way here!
to go shopping with me!

oh yea. i wish. /:

ahhhhhhh.
i wanna be successful and filthy rich!
then i can fetch gillian from vancover!
and yes, fly to the sky with dustbin!

2004-12-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

christmas is in 12 days!
and i dun feel a tiny weeny bit christmasy at all.
besides lookin like rudolf the red nose reindeer.

havent done my christmas shopping.
havent send any christmas cards.
havent bought christmas pressies.

i am so dead.

tiger cup tonite!
o-leh, o-leh-o-leh-o-leh
(:

and some pple are pure annoying man.
i mean someone actually.
i should have rot and die of boredom.
then click on your stoopid name.

2004-12-13T01:29:00.000+08:00

i have a huge pimple on my nose.
i look like rudolf the red nose reindeer.
i wish santa would take it away.
blahs.

/:

2004-12-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CONFI TO AILEEN AND NICOLE SIEW!

uhhuh. went for their confirmation with pets.
then we headed for sec 4 farewell.
there was hell alot of food la.
i love ethel's brownie! hoho.

did our item for the seniors.
i lit the brownie candle!
and gillian, your my taufik man! (:
cos she tinks daniel ashriq is cute too!
hahahaha.
yeps. then its singapore idol encore!
followed by uncensored love actually.
ahahaha.
in the end we gort sian.
went out to hit hit the donkey-look-alike.
and stoopid pets was tryin to steal nicole yong frm me.
i love nicole yong! (: hahaha.
preety girl preety girl.

then after tat was totally crap.
sat around with pets, nicole yong, gillian, naomi and carol. messing around with the bouncy ball.
and talking a hell lot of crapp.
hahhahaa.
i m so gona miss naomi!!
the crappest, full of shit senior prefect everr.
blahs. /:

2004-12-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

am back!

just finished watchin my soccer match.
singapore vs indonesia.

hahahha.
EPL is like woah oh.
whereas tiger cup is like dotdotdot.
but i watched it still.
although i knew it was a goaless match.
wanted to see how singapore performed.
and i m glad they did well!
so many opportunities.
a pity the ball din end up in the goal.
at this rate i tink spore might jus be eliminated due to goal difference.
since indonesia and vietnam are scorin 6-0, 9-1?
hoho. total madness i swear.

and indra's hair is too long!
it sucks! but still...
indra,
you my man! (:

2004-12-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

just gort home from carrie's fathers wake.
went there with meryl.
haha. always seem to go to tat church with her. (:
yeps. attended the service.
ms tan and tjl were there too.

the service reminded me of my aunty's funeral.
haix. hate this kinda stuff.
always make me sad.
just wanna say cherish your loved ones.

and carrie, take losta care okies?
especially since your sick now.
ah pek loves you a hell lot!! (:

anywae, this morning went to collect bks from my senior.
and i kinda gort lost? haha.
dinnoe where to stop, and i landed up in hougang.
and my senior lives in serangoonn!
lucky i decided to jus follow the malay guys.
cos i was suppose to stop near a mosque?
and i guess all the malay guys were headin towards the mosque.
and i was rite. (:
yea i think i gain a hell lot of arm muscles todae.
cos the bag kinda burstt.
so i had to hug it all the way back?
and the busstop was damn far frm my house la!
blahs.

2004-12-03T01:53:00.000+08:00

NOT DISCIPLINE.

thats me.

2004-12-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

am a happie girl again!

chatting with gillian!
oh man, i miss that girl so much.
been so long since we had a proper chat.
its like the old times. hhahaa. (:
and smtimes i think i dun make time for her.
oh man. i am such an evil twit.
but i love that girl man!
always there to listen to my ramblings.
one of the few who truly understands me.

o well was just thinking abt some stuff.
and i tink i should not like step over the boundary?
like i should remember what i told myself from the start.

2004-12-02T14:35:00.000+08:00

cant believe i am such an idiot!
i overslept todae!
so i din go for carrie's father wake.
so sorrie carriee!

and i just hate hate hate my damn computer.
full of problems.
and i hate trying to repair it.

i am freaking hell annoyed todae.
no more happie girl.

booya.

2004-12-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

taufik is singapore idol!

hmmm.
am actually alrite with both the finalists.
supported them both, rite from the start.
haha. malay boi vs sly boi.
taufik is actually the better singer.
but somehow i prefer sly boi. (:
and i am glad he did well todae.

anywae, i am super happie todae! (:
was laughing so much on the phone wif amelia.
she thot i was mad, due to lack of sleep.
and durin dinner too!
my sista and i were laughing like hell.
pretending to be the jap actress who judges iron chef.
and i m still happie!

HEH HEH.

2004-11-30T14:07:00.000+08:00

had a super weird dream this morning.
when i was sleepin on the couch.
i dreamt i went mrs mathews house.
it was damn shitty huge.
and losta principals were there.
i was wearin my huge polo tee la.
andd i heard mrs mathews say this
"yet another bung". -shakes head-
HUH?! am not!
i tink its all angela's fault for putting gretchen BUNG GOH on her links. and true enough i was with kim and angela in my dream!
and and and i was holding hands wif kim!
hahahahahaa. damn weird pls.

okies. i have decided i should go out more often.
hahaha. if not i will be extinct like the dodos. (:
tsktsk. was laughing so hard when i read it.
HEH HEH. so not my language.

2004-11-30T13:22:00.000+08:00

eating my lunch now.
and i cooked it myself!
hoho. am so proud of myself.
but its just kimchi mee.
kae, i actually changed the recipe.
din add all the ingredients.
and i added an egg.
i hope the egg is cooked man.
ya but i tink i stirred the egg too quickly?
cos it looks all smashed up.
hahaa. kinda gross looking. (:

GRETCHEN'S NEW KIMCHI MEE.
appearance: 2/10.
taste: 5/10.

hahaa. i tink i cant cook.

2004-11-29T18:41:00.000+08:00

i dun like seeing that word.
much less read about it.
worse still when it comes with another word.
its like kaboosh kaboosh man!
blahs.

i dun make sense to anyone.
but hell. i dun caree.